"So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down"

I'm tired of trying to impress people.

"she's perfect, so flawless
or so they say, say
She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that are being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect
Our love was, comfortable and so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed . . "

9:55 p.m. November 17, 2002
yesterday . not so yesterday