I'm feeling good. I'm feeling hot. Seriously, I look hot today.

hehe, you know i'm just kidding right? i'm not that vain.

but i do look hot today.

and i'm really loving my hair now. it's so much fun! and incredibly soft and silky.

So I gotta go to my grandparents house tonight. Yippee. I'm excited. Not really though. I feel bad about not wanting to go though, because the reason we are going is because my grandad is on chemotherapy and might not to be able to make it to our house for Christmas because he's too weak. But there house is just no fun. I can't help it. I get bored.

Wow, I sound so callous.

7:50 a.m. December 20, 2002
yesterday . not so yesterday