i want more than just okay
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the lyrics

Thought I should share with you what those words mean up there to your left.

Closer to Myself
Digging deep, I feel my conscience burn
I need to know who and what I am
This hunger jolts me from complacency
Rocks me, makes me meet myself

Jacos walked a limp to remind him
Of the greater gift of the greater one
But when I fell, I fell to my own resources
How can I carry the truth when I can't even crawl to you?

I wanna feel something sweeter than this sin
Cover me in leaves roll me over again
I've been everybody else now I want to be
Something closer to myself

Paint me in a different light
Shed me yet another coat of skin
Mark me with ash until I'm clean again
'cause I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I know I can love you, I know that I can

Kendall Payne

12:29 p.m. November 09, 2002
yesterday . not so yesterday