It's in my head. The first, and one of the only times I've ever thought about killing myself I was listening to this song. I was on my way to a funeral.

Leaving on a Jet Plane
All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin it early morn
The taxi's waitin he's blowin his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Ev'ry place I go, I'll think of you
Ev'ry song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

8:10 p.m. December 08, 2002
yesterday . not so yesterday